不可能就是不可能?

    
    我可以很确定的说
这辈子我做过最后悔的事
　最让我心烦
　   也最难忘的事
就是你 

    对！就是你！

很想对老天说
   再给我一次机会 
如果有这样的机会
   我会好好的珍惜的


一天天的过去
　我可以看到的只有三个字...

不可能！！！
 

预早庆祝的生日

这几天朋友都在帮我庆祝生日
我爱死你们了！ ♥

24/09/2011   Saturday 

今天妈妈要帮我做蛋糕
我帮她弄下面那层饼罢了

没时间了  因为约了 Irene 看戏

和她看完戏了就去拍拍照

没多两下她就回家了
没怪她把我丢下
因为本来她是不可以出来陪我的   =)
可是那另外几个番薯啦！
在家摸摸摸!  慢慢来噢 ! 
自己一个人好像白痴一样的在商场逛    TT
怎么觉得总是在需要人陪时
没人会理会我   >.<
只好一个人在那边自拍
 

等到他们来时戏差不多要开场了
买些东西就去看戏了
刚好遇到朋友
今天真是遇到很多朋友啊~  

看完戏后就去和家人吃饭了
妈妈上次不甘心没到 E&E 吃
所以这次姐就带她去吃
上车时我就收到第一份礼物
从小看到我大的阿姨送的 RUCINI 钱包

今天也算蛮开心嘛... 
回到家时还偷偷看了我的生日蛋糕呢...


25/09/2011  Sunday

由于昨天已买了戏票
Nasi Lemak 2.0 

今天就去做蓓和 Calvin的电灯泡
昨天他们让我等
没想到今天不用
还早来了呢
说早早去吃东西先
就请我去 Your Place 吃
他们两真爱耍花枪呢
我看我就是世界上最亮的电灯泡了吧...

26/09/2011   Monday

今天都约好朋友在下午去唱歌
可是我又去学校
就在昨天时已把东西丢给蓓蓓了
今天还带了相机来学校
就趁着这机会和同学拍拍照留个念

放学后
我就坐巴士到蓓家
休息下  打扮后
就去唱 K
该死的 Calvin 说我和蓓打扮得像 aunty 哦！
T^T   sad~

过后
他们都到我家来  请他们吃些东西
当做谢谢他们帮我庆祝生日
我也另外叫我表姐来  =)

 姐做工回来时还送我 bag  ^_^

27/09/2011 Tuesday

今天是我的生日
可是我去到学校差不多整天都在睡
应该是昨天有点累
紫薇 可莹 都写在我手上了
Irene 送了我东西
今年也应该收到3个礼物罢了！
不！还有我妈妈的蛋糕
和朋友请我唱 K
简简单单那样就足够了♥

 Birthday Lunch? Cake + Pasta with computer ♥

My Birthday always end with simple ♥
hmmm... maybe you'll say it's not simple

Trial Exam Result

Sejarah  --------  FAIL !!!
Add Math  -----  FAIL !!!
Physics ---------  FAIL !!!
Chemistry ------  FAIL !!!


My Life??  FAILL !!!  =.="

emo b4 birthday?

I really happy now...
but not just now ^_^
Happy because my mum
she going to make a cheese cake for me
Love you! ♥

HAPPY

Happy also today morning!!!
I finnaly found someone comfirm can accompany me to movie!
Single is BAD!!!!
especially like mi, with few friends only!
I feel sad yeasterday
cause Bey said she maybe can't watch movie with mi
she having a car lesson, but just for 1 hour
acctually she also want to accompany her boyfriend
she not comfirm that she can watch movie with me a not
even i said i can be a " lighted bulb"
nevermind, just let it go...


Today morning Irene finnaly comfirm to me she can movie
miraclely his father approve!  ^^
this only call my best friend!
try to find chance accompany me cause she know that many airplane fly across mi
I really happy I got a best friend like her...


BAD!


but before back home at BC class
I few a bit mad with someone
maybe she don't know
because i also duno know from when I hate to angry
just keep it deep inside my heart and it will dissapere in the other day
if you really keep fighting (argue) back with that ppl make you angry
friendship will might break up
eventhough not best friend I don't like noise or anger face around mi everyday!
so I just keep my bad feeling and keep quite just stop blaming argue each other it might be better
I HATE NOISE!!!
but sometime I try to stop the argue but its not work
cause the other one wants to keep it on and make it worse
sometimes i can endure it, but sometime cannot
because i want to tell her I have my position, I have mine baseline!
not everytime also need me to cover her up...
I really want to tell her, everyone was mad to her attitude
not only me!

Maybe you can say me stingy!
I din care if that word came out from your mouth!

不幸中大幸?

最近都在考试 真难熬啊!
难得星期五放假，星期一考 Bio没我份
拜二也考最后一科 Physics 了
星期五的早上就和家人一起去KL了
傍晚我们到 Bukit Bintang 走了好几个地方
虽然没买什么东西但是蛮开心的
和家人逛完街第二天就得回去了
星期六早上自己走到了附近的菜市场逛逛
好久都没来了 自己从小长大的地方
这还是第一次自己一个人逛
不过只是光看的 想想小时候的情景


中午时我和妈妈到医院去探望小姑姑
之前就听说她肺进水了
这应该是第二次进院了
看见她没什么事我们大家都放心点
大约五点时姐姐就载着我 妈妈 回关丹了
天有点黑黑，高速公路应该也刚下过小雨
妈妈还担心姐会眼睡就陪她说说话
我也是和她们一起聊聊天时
就在聊完某个话题后
意外就开始发生了
姐突然说控制不到
车子自己转向了右边撞到矮墙
当时我也觉得车子好像要反了似的
姐大力把方向盘转向左
结果撞了几下掉到小沟渠


跳过跳过，懒得细说
我们撞到也不是很严重
可是 Karak 也太不应该了
没有医生没有设备 要冰块都没有
我要tisu给我棉花 =.="
过后我们去回文冬的医院
姐叫医生帮我打针，还我手臂肿痛了几天
过后照骨头  >~<
等着的时候很多电话来
我和姐都在谈着我们是多么的幸运
姐和我都快流眼泪了.
之后再去警局报案
浪费了很多很多时间
车子搞定后我们就搭的士回关丹
那个司机真是要命，
明知我们刚撞车还飞到 160km/hr
11点多就到家了
回家 整个脸都痛 鼻子更痛 TT
想回自己在几个钟前差一点时
还真的很怕 有点阴影了  
好才人都没事
不过车就麻烦了...

HATE EXAM

I HATE EXAM!!!!
IM REALLY HATE EXAM!!!
HATE STUDY!!!
HATE READING BOOK!!!'
especially SEJARAH!!! and CHEMISTRY! Add Math!
exam just like attend to hell!
I better fail my SPM
whatever bull shit life I get I dun want exam anymore!
study study study...
can't concentrade on  revision also
acctually exam already having 5 days
I not even touch my book

Even when examming i can stay cool
no respond no feeling of scare
nothing....
when exam I'm thinking others things
think what also won't think any about exam question
eventhought essay was long
but just containing rubbish!
I think most of that were out of point...

And most hate exam comming out about Fcebook =="
and its damn hard!!!
HATE!
pek cek jor!!!
still got one week to go...
i can go die jor...
X__X

我变了？

最近很多人都说我变了，
是真的吗？
虽然自己也觉得变了...
有人思想变成熟了很多
有人却说我变得比以前开朗了
不会让人觉得难以亲近
我却觉得自己变坚强了
短短的时间经历很多
让我不敢轻易相信爱情
虽然想起心心是痛的
常常忍住泪水不敢直流
因为不值得！

可是最近都突然想起以前的事
心都是秋着痛 很想哭
很想找个朋友聊聊天谈谈心，
但谁不知自己朋友又不多
肯听的也没几个
我想讲的对象自然少到厉害
想找你可是没勇气
只有听听歌慢慢转移注意力

我用这方法很多次了 ，
虽然事情过了很久
仍然还会记得很清楚...
常常提醒自己不要再轻易爱上一个人了...